Stuck

It always works this way.

The closer I get to doing something new - making a change in my life - the further I seem to go from doing it.

Suddenly I have a lot of work demands. Suddenly I'm tired all the time. Suddenly tears start streaming down my cheeks when watching the silliest advert. Suddenly everything seems to stand in the way, and the goal just seems completely out of reach.

None of these are particularly conducive to change.

So I'm stuck. Again.

Deep breath.

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